I might need ADHD meds like really soon

 I'll wear pyjamas into the grocery store before I'm ever caught self-diagnosing myself, I do NOT have ADHD.

It may be just an affliction that runs in engineering students, but I cannot force myself to make any progress on an assignment before it becomes a grade-saving situation, and it has become a real problem. 

What I believe it to be is that ADHD sufferers have a naturally low baseline dopamine level, the hormone that is responsible for motivation, hope, joy. When this is the case, any task that does not stimulate the monkey brain to make it happy becomes unbearable, and it is near impossible to become motivated enough to do it. So, the person waits until stress builds up enough, and adrenaline takes the controls, getting the job done. 

I do find myself living this way, so whether I have the 'D or not, I want something I can swallow that will help me. Diagnoses cost like a thousand dollars though, my only other option is to detox from anything fun at all until study becomes the one thing left. 

Wish me luck for next semester's papers, and if anyone has a prescription they don't mind sharing hmu 👀